tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-73576993258569163622024-03-12T20:40:27.896-07:00Foxx TalesAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.comBlogger27125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-91766587166649073952013-04-20T07:52:00.000-07:002013-04-20T07:52:08.059-07:00As a Guest in Japan: Thoughts on 4/20 From Afar.There are many qualitative differences between school life here in Japan and school life in North America and Europe. I've been taking notes all week and I had planned on making that the subject of this post. However, in honor of it being 4/20, I decided to tackle a significant quantitative difference instead, along with some of my personal revelations on how important it is for societies to make decisions for themselves.<br />
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First of all, to all my friends back home, Happy 420! Have a great day, play safe and keep fighting the good fight. I've never been shy about my support for legalization, even before I had any personal relationship with the cannabis plant. I still firmly support that position for <i>my</i> society. <br />
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My decision to come to Japan to live and work came with the full knowledge that I would have to put that part of my life aside for the duration of my stay. I am a guest here and as such have complete respect for the rules of their society as they choose to have it. This year, I spent my 4/20 as a responsible adult, molding young minds for a positive future.<br />
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Even if I were Japanese, my opinion would be in the vast minority. The drug laws here are incredibly strict; its like prohibition ultra. They search all the packages coming out of B.C. for example... apparently we have a reputation... and even simple possession of cannabis can garner a 5 year prison sentence and the resulting public shaming destroys the careers and relationships of the Japanese(foreigners are generally shipped home in shame, never to return). Harsh, especially given the movements towards legalization in Western culture, but it works for them. For all those idiots who get busted breaking the laws of Japan I have little sympathy, there were poor guests and, unlike the folks back home, deserve the penalty for their transgression. <br />
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There's no robust cultural history of entheogens, other than alcohol; the Japanese have historically found other ways to alter consciousness (like standing under a frigid waterfall in the dead of winter). Furthermore, being an island nation with few natural resources has made the culture insular and extremely resistant to things that their society decides it doesn't want (Christianity is another good historical example). The story on why drugs, specifically cannabis, is illegal here is an
interesting one and is a product of American imperialism, but the
history is not really relevant now. Japan is where they're at on this
issue, regardless of what outsiders may think, and changing the minds of
Japanese is not exactly what gaikokujin (foreigners) are good at. For the record the experience of living here is 110% worth the cultural sacrifices. <br />
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How does this even relate to school life here in Japan? Simply this: my job is to be a role model for the future of their society. As advanced a society as Japan can appear from the outside, especially looking at cities like Tokyo, the Japanese are not a particularly worldly people (which is one of the reasons I'm here). This goes double out in the countryside. This is not a criticism; I find the relative naivete completely charming- as Bilbo Baggins says "It's no bad thing, to celebrate a simple life." <br />
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Nowhere is this innocence more apparent than at a Japanese middle school. They're between 12 and 15- the age when the 'cool kids' AND the 'bad kids' back home were drinking 6 packs at the baseball field and skipping class for smoke breaks, both ganja and tobacco. These kids, on the other hand, are adorably innocent and amazingly well behaved. They ride their bikes to school every day, help clean the school buildings, and brush their teeth after lunch. They want to know who my favorite athletes are, if I've been to Tokyo Disneyland and the movies I like. The worst I've seen is a small pack of 'delinquents' at a park near my apartment after dark who just appeared to be hanging out... no smokes, no booze, just... hangin'. Its an innocence that we have, by and large, lost.<br />
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Drugs barely even appear on the radar here in Sakuragawa- and in Japan at large its not part of their media or culture, even for adults. In the schools drug education consists of a couple innocuous posters saying ”ダメ!ゼッタイ!” (Dame! Zettai!- Bad! Never!) with a picture of an extremely genki (happy and energetic) female athlete smiling out at you. Visually, they're indistinguishable from positively themed posters. I was trying to figure out how to get a photo of one without raising any awkward questions, but as yet have been unsuccessful. <br />
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In North America, our kids grow up really, really quickly. By 14 they're streetwise and jaded. Here, they're still just kids. Even the mature culture here vibrates with the cute and playful. Its wonderfully refreshing and I don't believe it would have been possible if the Japanese possessed the same laissez faire approach to life and social responsibility that North Americans do.<br />
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This is why I believe that massive international agreements on this issue, like the UN's Single Convention on Narcotic Drugs, are frustrating and unnecessary. Its for each society to exercise their democratic right to believe in and choose what is right for their culture at a given time, human rights not withstanding. In North America, the time is right to move away from prohibition. In Japan it could be generations and I'm OK with that too.<br />
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Though I hope we could end prohibition everywhere, as its a detriment to freedom, health and security, I'm very happy following the rules here. The opportunity to be a guest in this wonderful country and be a role model for the society they want to build for their children is incredible. Its an honor and a privilege; something that I wouldn't trade for a mountain of marijuana.<br />
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~狐~Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-18808162191547122292013-04-14T08:13:00.001-07:002013-07-12T19:09:43.416-07:00Driving in Japan: Not for the Faint of HeartI live out in the countryside and the schools I teach at are about 20 minutes by car. Fortunately, both of them are really easy to get to- they are close to major roads and don't require many turns. I say fortunately, because finding your way around this country by car can be a major headache. The locals all rely on GPS navigation because, get this, streets are rarely marked! That means my usual method of direction finding, reading a map, is notoriously unreliable here. You just have to know where you're going.<br />
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This problem is exacerbated by the fact that, in cities and towns, streets are a twisty, curvy, blind-cornered labyrinth. Did I mention that most of these streets are the width of 1 and 2/3 Japanese sized vehicles? Small, narrow, twisted. Scary. Not scary in the way (so I'm told) India is, where there are no rules to the road and chaos rules the day.<br />
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No, driving in Japan is scary because people drive on these narrow roads <i>recklessly fast</i> and act like it ain't no thing. I'm a pretty relaxed and cautious driver but there have been a few times I've worried about my safety. Riding along with my Japanese friends, however, is a thrill ride. This is just in the countryside mind you... I haven't taken the car to Tokyo yet. I'm sure thats a whole different bundle of madness...<br />
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~狐~Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-24173018827342571022013-04-08T06:52:00.000-07:002013-04-08T06:52:45.963-07:00Sakuragawa ようこそ!Today is two weeks to the day since I moved into my new apartment here in Sakuragawa. Its also my first day of work as an ALT! This is quite a relief, as I was going a bit stir crazy around here. Thats not to say that life is bad, though I've had a couple tough days, but this is not big city Japan. The only people who can speak half decent English are the Japanese teachers of English, and even then it can be a struggle. Since my Japanese has a long way to go as well, there are a lot of short sentences and checking of dictionaries. I'm also the tallest, whitest, gaijin-ist person for miles, so I feel super conspicuous everywhere I go, particularly when I'm running along Sakura-gawa (Sakura river, after which the town is named) or practicing rope dart. People out here are definitely not used to foreigners, especially weird ones, so they are a little bit standoffish at times. Most of my interactions have been great though, a smile and some effort goes a long way!<br />
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I'm also finding out how frustrating it is to be illiterate. Man, does it suck not being able to read. Sometimes you don't realize how great a gift is until its gone; this is certainly one of those times. Labels and simple instructions can up half an hour easy, and the instructions for my rice cooker? Forget it! The thing has more functions than Apollo 11. I'm working really hard on it though, really digging back in to kanji practice and chugging through my manga with a pencil and my dictionary. Kanji, as it turns out, is not the hardest part of Japanese. They make sense, and once you get it, you get it. Theres just lots of them. The real difficult part is <i>katakana</i>- the syllabary used for loanwords brought into Japanese. Not only are the loanwords not always from English, often they aren't, they can be odd portmanteaus, or shortened like slang, sometimes both! For example a convenience store is called a combini (コンビ二) and a computer is pasocon (パソコン). Those I have, but katakana will pop up in random places, like the grocery store, on signage or packaging, on TV, and sometimes its really hard to figure out what they're trying to say!<br />
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I have to say, the language barrier has made it a little lonesome out here; thankfully Im working now and finally getting traction in this town. Today was basically a throwaway day at Momoyama JHS (桃山- Peach Mountain). The day began with the introduction of the new teachers, myself included, to the returning students. After that assembly, I checked out my desk in the teachers room and flipped through the textbooks we'll be using for the year. They strongly reminded of the French textbooks we used in school, so I have some sympathy for the kids. Hopefully I can bring a spark to it and really get them excited about practicing English, using my tall gaijin, urban boy cool factor! After about an hour, we all filed back into the gym to greet the first year students. The formal procession and opening ceremony took a little over an hour, and the gym was packed with the parents of the youngsters looking proud that their broodlings had made it halfway through the education system. The kids themselves were really cute. They wear uniforms at school here, so everyone was dressed alike, but there were more than a few ill-fitting outfits- parents hoping the kids will go through a growth spurt, I guess! The parents were also dressed in their finest. Among the women I saw a couple gorgeous kimonos, a few smart skirt and blazer combos and a few nice but simple outfits. The men were all in suits, of course. Apparently white shirt with white tie is very fashionable in Japan right now! After we were released from the entrance ceremony ( SO MUCH BOWING!) I had another couple hours in the teachers room, where I got to chat with a couple of the teachers over lunch and try out some Japanese. It wasn't awful, and most everything was communicated pretty well, so that is a relief!<br />
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After school, I took advantage of a brilliant sunny day to do some running, rope dart and yoga. I'm finally getting my distance back up on my runs, which I'm very happy with, and is very important because... I've started kickboxing at the local gym. The owner, Yamazaki-san, doesn't speak any English at all, so my workout was mostly show and tell, with bits of Japanese thrown in. The best part is, I'm pretty sure he wants me to teach his child English in exchange for training, with is OK by me! Not that I can't afford it, but would be a super perk nonetheless! Yamazaki-san is also a seriously tough dude... I'm gonna learn a lot! After an hour hitting pads and working on technique I hit the showers and am now icing down my shins.<br />
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Anyhow, thats all for now! Check out Facebook for some photos of the houses around here and stay tuned for my next report... the joys of driving in Japan!<br />
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~狐~Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-45453955373804339322013-03-25T07:57:00.001-07:002013-03-25T08:00:43.636-07:00Sakuragawa & Foxx Den v2.0Back again folks, with another action packed adventure!<br />
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I was up early to head to Sakuragawa-shi (桜川市)in western Ibaraki-ken (茨城県). Sakuragawa borders Tochigi-ken to the west and is part of a small group of cities that include Chikusei and Yuki. The town is ringed with mountains and is famous for its stone work made from locally quarried stone. There is also a doll festival in late winter, but I've missed it this year so y'all will just have to wait! <br />
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My mission today was to meet the Board of Education and get settled into my new apartment. I drove myself on the highway from Mito to Sakuragawa, following my ALT coordinator Mieko. Highways in Japan are interesting in that they are all toll roads. When you're getting on the highway, you stop at a booth and take a ticket; when you exit the highway you go through a wicket and pay for your trip, determined by the distance traveled. Cars can be outfitted with an electronic device that pays automatically but I didn't have that luxury.<br />
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It was a lovely drive through the Japanese countryside, I got a nice dose of nature and really cool classic style Japanese architecture. Sadly I didn't have a chance to take any photos- two hands on the wheel!- but I'll make up for that later. Sakuragawa is apparently renowned throughout Japan for its large houses and gardens, and for good reason. Some things remind me of home, some of it is different, but all of it is heart-stirringly beautiful. <br />
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There seems to be a real push for sustainability out here as well; I saw a couple of wind turbines on a nearby mountain and several solar arrays. I'm a happy fox knowing that at least some of my energy use comes from renewable resources!<br />
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My meeting with the B.O.E. went really well, they like me quite a bit. School is on spring break at the moment and starts back up in a couple of weeks, so I will get to meet the teachers and have a formal introduction to the B.O.E. in the intervening period. After that, we drove to Oyama in Tochigi-ken to pick up the key for my apartment then back to the new den!<br />
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The apartment itself is very cool, I have a remote control heater/air conditioner, video intercom to the front door, insuite washer/dryer combo... lots of goodies! I made a <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P4-LtLXUJlk&feature=youtu.be">a video tour which you can see here.</a> After getting the internet set up and making sure that everything worked properly, Mieko left me to get settled in. I unpacked and made myself at home, until I realized that I hadn't eaten anything since breakfast.<br />
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I headed towards the local grocery store, which is actually a short walk from my place, but I brought the car to get some driving practice and to help carry home the new pots and pans I was picking up. The store itself was pretty neat- vegetables are quite inexpensive, mushrooms are downright cheap. Packages of enoki mushrooms that go for 2-3$ back home are 98円. Soba noodles are likewise very cheap. A tub of shiro miso is less than half what you pay in Canada. The toughest part was reading labels on the spices and sauces... I'm going to have to make a friend or two to help me out with that, I think! Overall, however, I'm loving the food here! <br />
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The store also provides its old cardboard boxes to customers in lieu of plastic bags, which is an awesome implementation of the 'reduce, reuse, recycle' principle! I juggled my stuff all the way back to the car in the steadily increasing rain and was ready to get home and enjoy a nice sushi dinner- the grocery store sushi here is comparable to the quality sushi back home, at half the price (or less!!!!)- aaand.... nothing. The car wouldn't start.<br />
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I'd left the headlights on the entire time I was in the store and the battery was dead. Ooooh Foxxy...<br />
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Turns out, this hiccup was just the multiverse giving me what I needed. I've been really apprehensive about being a stranger in a strange land, especially approaching people with my limited Japanese ability. Now I had to, just to get my car home. At the first auto shop I found I bounced around through broken Japanese and broken English before I managed to explain my problem. Sadly, they didn't have the equipment to help me, so they wrote a note explaining my problem and sent me to the gas station down the street. By that time I'd worked out how to explain a dead battery a little better in Japanese (it turns out I'd been using the wrong verb!) and got help quickly. The attendant drove me back to my car and jumped it, making me the most relieved I'd been in quite a while!<br />
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I'm really happy with how welcoming and friendly everyone here has been... its refreshing and has definitely made the transition easier. I'm still a little apprehensive about making first connections, but if all the people are this friendly I'm sure I won't have any problems!<br />
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狐Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-89148034065350465692013-03-24T00:27:00.000-07:002013-03-24T00:37:04.035-07:00日本、いらっしゃます!As it turns out, the problem with my first flight was caused by a bird flying into the left engine of the plane. JAL was great, putting us up in a hotel for the night and making sure we were well looked after. Sadly, this put me 24hrs behind schedule and late for my ALT training. I arrived on the evening of March 19th, and cleared customs with little trouble. Finding my way around Narita was a bit tricky; thankfully the airport had wifi and I was able to find the counter to buy a bus ticket to Mito-shi in Ibaraki-ken. I'd finally made it to Japan! <br />
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I arrived at my hotel in Mito at 10.30PM and couldn't quite figure out why the lights in my room wouldn't work. It turns out you need to put the tag attached to your key into a slot by the door to close the circuit and turn on the power. This, however, I did not discover until the next morning. I was exhausted and crashed out right away. <br />
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The next morning I was up really early- in fact, I've woken up early every day I've been in this country. I got myself cleaned up and headed to breakfast where I had the Japanese set- natto (fermented soybean- interesting stuff), nori, miso soup and some rice with a sunny-side up egg and cabbage. After that was the beginning of ALT training with Heart School, which was full of information and definitely helped to prepare me for the task ahead. The other ALTs are an eclectic bunch, but very nice folk and I've made some good friends already. Fortunately a few of them speak better Japanese than I do, which has really helped!<br />
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The ALT coordinators must have really liked me as well, because I was given an extended contract and placed in Sakuragawa-shi, Ibaraki-ken rather than in Saitama. This is all well and good, as I was hoping for a longer term anyhow! The placement does require me to drive, however, which is a bit scary. They drive on the left here in Japan and the school had me do some driving practice to acclimatize. Right at the end, I freaked out the Japanese lady, Megumi, who was riding along but overall I did pretty well. Driving here definitely feels a little weird- the turn signal and windshield wiper switches are reversed and I have to be extra attentive when turning. I don't think I'll have any problems with it though. <br />
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One of the things that I've often heard about Japan is that the cost of living is very high. In my experience, so far, this has not been the case. Perhaps this holds true in downtown Tokyo, Osaka or Kyoto, but outside of the big cities prices are comparable to North America. Regular gas is around 145円/liter (approximately 1.50$CDN), and my hotel room is 4,000円 per night which also includes a free breakfast. If you're looking for western style food- meat, potatoes etc. - the price is rather high; Japanese fare, however, is reasonably inexpensive and occasionally quite cheap. This is also apparent in portion size. Though portions are noticeably smaller than what you will find in North America, Japanese dishes are definitely more robust than their western counterparts at the same price point. <br />
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Quite frankly, that statement about portions holds true for pretty much everything here: the cars are smaller, the streets are smaller, the rooms are smaller, the dogs are smaller and the people are smaller. This is, in my opinion, one of the most appealing things about Japan: life is efficient and having had to share such a small space has made people very polite (at least outwardly). <br />
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My experience with Japanese people has been good so far. Customer service is *amazing* every where you go- polite, quick and attentive. I've done my best to use Japanese, though I have a lot of practice ahead of me, and the people really seem to appreciate it. I've come across a sense of nervousness from Japanese people, especially if they feel that their English ability is not very good. I empathize entirely and do my best to communicate (smile and nod!, try out my Japanese). Occasionally you'll run into an older person who would rather take a different elevator than get in with the gaijin, but that's pretty rare.<br />
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The weirdest part is being an object of interest everywhere I go, even if people pretend they're not looking. Its similar to being on stage... all the time! I'm watched everywhere I go, like the hot girl in high school. I can feel it, and I totally sympathize. Strolling past a crowd of girls starts off a rush of giggling and chattering: すごい! 高い!かっこいい! (Wow! Tall! Cool!) Sometimes they try to say hello; I wave and smile, which starts more giggling. Even the guys are checking out what I'm wearing, how my hair is done, how I carry myself. I'm not sure I'll ever get used to it!<br />
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Tomorrow I leave for my job placement, Sakuragawa-shi. According to Wikipedia Sakuragawa-shi has a population of about 50,000 which is extremely small by Japans (and my own!) standards. I'm driving there from Mito, following the ALT coordinator for my area. I'm still a little apprehensive driving in Japan, but I'm sure I'll manage just fine. <br />
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Wow, it seems like I've gone on quite enough- I have many more stories to go over but I'll save them for more specific posts in the future. Keep an eye out for my pictures on facebook and I'll take a video of my new apartment when I move in. Ciao for now!<br />
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狐Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-8304622689914001482013-03-17T15:39:00.001-07:002013-03-17T16:14:39.563-07:00Japan? Nah, Just Cool My Jets in Van!<p>The excitement of embarking on my adventure to Japan has certainly been tempered by the anxiety that comes with immersing in a place completely foreign. Leaving ones home is never an easy decision to make; even as I boarded the plane to Tokyo my stomach roiled with uncertainty. </p>
<p>The Japan Airlines Boeing 767 took its time taxiing into position for take-off, reminiscent of the meandering route that brought me to this place. As the pilot applied the breaks and revved the engines, I lay back in my seat, closed my eyes and let the reality sink in. I was actually heading for Tokyo!</p>
<p>With the engines at full power the brakes released and we were off! I felt the familiar satisfaction that I get from flying begin to rise in me; part childlike excitement, part adventurous spirit. Sadly, I had little time to savour it.</p>
<p>*clunk* *WHAM!* At full speed and nearly airborne, the pilot slammed on the brakes. There was a collective scream from the highschool kids behind me as we all lurched forwards against our seatbelts. "皆、坐れ!大丈夫です大丈夫です!" (Everyone sit! Its OK, its OK!) the flight attendant shouted to calm the alarmed passengers. </p>
<p>I sat back in my seat with a wry smile and thought to myself: "Are you fucking serious?!" I was finally ready to go and lo! uncertainty returns! </p>
<p>"Its a rollercoaster," I commented dryly. The middle aged Japanese man next to me chuckled. I dont think he speaks much English.</p>
<p>As I write, we're on the skirting of the runway while the YVR firetrucks 'cool our brakes.'</p>
<p>So, here I sit, literally cooling my jet(s), still not sure if this is really gonna fly.</p>
<p>At least the JAL air service crew is awesome!</p>
<p>狐</p>
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This lack in expression is not, however, the product of sloth; nor the child of chaos. The last months have been a period of deep personal exploration and transformation, the effects of which are beginning to make themselves evident.<br />
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Like all major change, however, this period has been challenging. I have been tested physically, emotionally and spiritually. I have met some with great success, faltered on others, and the occasional wall or two. Truth be told, I could tell you everything about walls. The tall, slippery ones; the ones with a blind landing; and the low ones you dont see until the last minute. So today my story is a story about walls. Well, The Wall.<br />
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Foxx has a dirty little secret...<br />
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Sometimes he doesn't like himself very much.<br />
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Not very dirty, I know. Sorry to disappoint you.<br />
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I suppose we had better call the secret guilty, really, as guilt is what bubbles in my belly when I feel that way.<br />
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Guilty for not living up to my potential, guilty that I've let others down. Guilty for struggling to keep up with commitments and guilty asking for help.<br />
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Most of all, I feel guilty for not having the courage to love myself.<br />
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"Thats crazy!" you must be saying. "Foxx, you're talented and gorgeous and awesome! How could you not totally love yourself?!"<br />
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I appreciate the compliments but, in all seriousness, this is my most persistent wall. It is THE Wall. It surrounds me. It IS me! and every path leads through it.<br />
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Usually, its pretty easy to look like I'm on track. I like to give people the impression that Ive got my shit together; even when said shit is sliding slowly, inexorably, fan-wards.<br />
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Sadly, I can't fool myself. No matter where I turn, there I am staring back. "You have to Love me!" I tell myself. Sometimes I just forget how...<br />
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A reminder is needed,<br />
but what could it be?<br />
When The Wall is too high... Of course!<br />
Can you see?<br />
The doorway inside, right through to your chest.<br />
In there beats the rhythm that knows you the best.<br />
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Among those tick-tocks, and kerpounds, and kerthumps,<br />
There is a Love that waits to abound.<br />
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You don't have to hunt, or search to and fro, <br />
Give yourself a big hug, you're ready to start, <br />
You've got it already, right there in your heart. <br />
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It has all that you'll need,<br />
when the weather turns sour,<br />
to light your way home and find you your power.<br />
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Power to tear down the Wall that you fear,<br />
Power to sing the songs you hold dear.<br />
And dance silly dances, and play silly games!<br />
You just need to remember: get out of your way!<br />
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The fun you will have! The plays you will play!<br />
When finally, silly, you get out of your way!<br />
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Let your heart open up, create and unwind,<br />
Relax! Its OK! No one will mind,<br />
That the Love shining through<br />
might make them go blind!<br />
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That Love is your hammer, your trusty old mace,<br />
and you'll smash that tall Wall with nary a trace<br />
of sadness, or illness or any disgrace.<br />
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You won't hardly miss it, I promise you that,<br />
the big old Wall you had holding you back!<br />
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Oh, you'll meet more Walls, some high and some low,<br />
Some when your song is beginning to flow.<br />
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They'll look dark and dreadful when you draw near,<br />
but trust me, look closely, you have nothing to fear!<br />
With Love in your heart all the walls are the same,<br />
Don't worry, you got this! You're good at this game!<br />
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~狐~Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-36650888702999132762012-02-01T05:29:00.000-08:002012-02-01T05:50:08.647-08:00Attitude Determines AltitudeSome years ago, when I was working in the mountains of Montana, I was awarded one of those 'Employee of the Month' titles. Along with it came a long sleeve t-shirt with a mountainous scene on the back and the words "Attitude Determines Altitude." Simple message, and one that I keep reflecting on often these days- probably too much, hence this monologue.<br />
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It seems that this phrase has been kicking around self-helpers and Motivational Posters for a while. Its catchy, easy to remember. It has assonance AND alliteration. Its the cloying distillation of years of personal improvement demagoguery.<br />
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And its a scientific fact.<br />
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"Really?" you might be asking yourself. "A SCIENTIFIC fact?"<br />
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It is, truly. Here's how:<br />
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In the study of Aeronautics -the science of flight- the terms 'altitude' and 'attitude' are intimately linked. <br />
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Altitude, of course, refers to height above the ground.<br />
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Attitude refers to the orientation of the aircraft in relation to the Earth. Most aircraft, in fact, have a handy little device called an "<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Attitude_indicator">Attitude Indicator</a>" which lets the pilot know exactly how he relates to the earth in both Pitch (nose up or down) and Roll (wingtips up or down). This is particularly useful when a pilot has to fly by instruments alone, such as in inclement weather- but I digress. <br />
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Whats important to take away from this is that Pitching the nose up from horizontal, level flight (zero), increases the attitude angle (positive attitude) of the aircraft, which generates more lift on the wings and an increase in altitude. Conversely, if you pitch the nose down, decreasing the attitude angle (negative attitude), you will begin to descend.<br />
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Since aircraft are moving through a dynamic fluid, in this case air, merely keeping it level requires continuous minor adjustments in attitude and any extreme attitudes can be disastrous. Much like life, hey?<br />
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If someone has too much positive attitude and not enough 'engine power' - that is, will and skill- they'll stop generating lift, stall and risk going into a disastrous spin. They might recover... but they might not.<br />
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As for those with a consistently negative attitude... they plow right into the ground sooner or later. Bad attitude + Engine Power? Major nosedive! <br />
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Reaching a desired height, or a personal goal, requires a lot of positive attitude to get you up and keep you flying, and touch of negative attitude from time to time to keep you level. <br />
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Wanna raise the altitude? Raise some positive attitude! <br />
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See? Its science!<br />
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~狐~Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-42125472938749169322012-01-01T21:57:00.000-08:002012-01-01T21:57:39.641-08:002011: A Year Through The Looking Glass<i>`But I don't want to go among mad people,' Alice remarked.<br />
`Oh, you can't help that,' said the Cat: `we're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad.'<br />
`How do you know I'm mad?' said Alice.<br />
`You must be,' said the Cat, `or you wouldn't have come here.'</i><br />
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What a strange adventure it is, to live amongst mad people. Mad people <i>insist</i> that their madness is sensibly normal; while to eschew normalcy, and live with true sensibility, is thought the height of madness. <br />
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The use of reason, it seems, is not enough to overcome madness. <br />
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Even I have reasoned reasons to be mad. I'm sure I still do. Its not terribly hard. Reasonable creatures reason out all sorts of reasons to be mad, stay mad, drive others to madness. Madness enjoys nothing better than company. <br />
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Maybe Fear. Madness enjoys Fear quite a lot, too. They encourage each other, like cliff-jumping teenagers. <br />
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Madness and Fear; Fear and Madness. What a pair. Drop your guard for a second and they'll have you bent over a dumpster in a dark alley. <br />
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2011 was a year of Madness and Fear. I was immersed in their putrid marinade, sauced and tossed and broiled. Surrounded by Mad people living Mad lives, demanding Mad things.<br />
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Trapped in this Mad embrace I lost direction, and the connections with myself that I had so carefully cultivated.<br />
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I was full of Fear at who I had been, Mad with old desires. Fear of decision, Mad with inaction. Fear of prejudice, Mad with judgments. <br />
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Afraid to believe in myself. Afraid to seek myself.<br />
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Mad not to.<br />
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So I did. I took a break from Madness and went seeking. <br />
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And, wouldn't you know it? I found a cure for Fear and Madness. It goes like this:<br />
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Start with a big jug of Love and a good helping of Truth, mixed well in a large bowl. Add a handful of discipline, stirring slowly, and a pinch of Faith. Throw in a few spoonfuls of Creativity for texture with some Humor and Gaiety for color. <br />
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Whip this concoction until it stands on end, then serve with a slice of humble pie. <br />
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Enjoy this deliciousness that is your True, Loving self as often as possible until Fear and Madness melt away. Use it as preventative medicine. Snack on it. Have it for every fucking meal.<br />
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Fill Yourself with It and go forth and live It. Fear can't touch It, Madness can't touch It, Others can't touch It. <br />
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Its all you, all the way down. As it was with me.<br />
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And now... Foxx is happily stepping back through that lens of Madness into a world of bright Transformation. I'm dedicated to improving myself and stoked to work with beautiful, inspirational people as we create the world that we perceive.<br />
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Thanks to all of you who loved me in spite of myself, who reminded me of the faith others had in me and who put up with my Madness. I love you beyond all measure and I promise to live up to the potential you see in me- it is the only way to properly honor all that you have gifted me with.<br />
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2012 will be a year to remember! Are you ready to Create with me?<br />
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-狐-Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com0West Vancouver, BC, Canada49.328786185047925 -123.1610731060180849.282702685047923 -123.24923910601808 49.374869685047926 -123.07290710601808tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-46171731123962637632011-02-26T16:24:00.000-08:002011-02-26T16:24:00.942-08:00Eternity Lies AheadA poem inspired by a beautiful experience and plans for the future. Enjoy!<br />
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"Eternity Lies Ahead"<br />
<br />
Sea sweeps in<br />
with a sloppy rush<br />
sucking back the pebble shore.<br />
<br />
click rattle clack<br />
<br />
As snowflakes meld<br />
with seafoam<br />
<br />
The gulls bob serenely<br />
in the chop.<br />
And I taste eternity on my tongue.<br />
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It goes down crystal clear.<br />
<br />
I grin.<br />
<br />
The waves break around our future<br />
as ears cant buoyantly to hear<br />
the calls of the myriad,<br />
life.<br />
<br />
They whisper: play<br />
with us. Cry with us.<br />
Love with us. Share<br />
with us.<br />
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The fox-fire in my eyes answers:<br />
Forever.<br />
<br />
A flick of my brush<br />
puffs hoary rime across<br />
the wooden drifters.<br />
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The stillness broken, I scamper<br />
back to the den to watch<br />
the sky wrap,<br />
softly,<br />
a blanket over the shore.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-bnSWtrc-QeI/TWmZU4aS1II/AAAAAAAAABk/ls0o_3ke6H4/s1600/IMG_0685.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear:right; float:right; margin-left:1em; margin-bottom:1em"><img border="0" height="240" width="320" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-bnSWtrc-QeI/TWmZU4aS1II/AAAAAAAAABk/ls0o_3ke6H4/s320/IMG_0685.JPG" /></a></div><br />
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~狐~Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-39122306205230154122011-01-18T23:41:00.000-08:002011-01-18T23:41:27.128-08:00The Metaphysics of the Social Network #1: ManifestationThis is the first in a series about Metaphysics and how they relate to the new Social Network Paradigm- the Internet and real-world networks beginning to come together. This article is focusing in particular upon the ability of the Social Network to enhance the power of manifestation.<br />
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Many people are becoming more and more familiar with the potential of the Social Network to share news and ideas, connect business with customers, share artwork - from music to visual arts- and foster links between people worldwide. However, an overlooked principle is the ability to utilize these networks for the benefit of metaphysical manifestation.<br />
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For those new to the topic, 'Manifestation' refers to the ability to create or call into your life the people, resources and circumstances you desire through the processes of forming a thought, followed by injecting energetic intention, followed by acting upon the opportunities created.<br />
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The idea of leveraging large groups of people for the purposes of manifestation is not a new one. Church establishments, in particular, are very good at getting multiple congregations to pray for the same thing- literally vocalized intentions, in this case being filtered through a specific deity figure, that serve to increase the amount of conscious intention applied to the object of the prayer. <br />
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My first experience with the phenomenon, in fact, came while I was attending Keats Camp- a summer camp that is, like most of the camps in BC, funded by Christian organizations and geared towards converting impressionable youth. One of the staff was a survivor of a rare birth complication- so bad the doctors didn't give him much chance of survival, and if he did survive there would likely be serious brain damage. In response the Pastor of his parents church coordinated a nationwide cycle of prayer in order to help him, and it was these prayers that not only saved his life but let him be a functional member of society. This man would tell the story with such veracity that, though I will never call myself a Christian nor pray to the god of Abraham, I am certain of the inherent truth behind his words. The harnessed intention of humanity is a powerful thing!<br />
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Thanks to the wonder of the Social Network, however, one no longer needs the support of a large religious organization to utilize this power of collective manifestation. <br />
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The individual manifestation potential of the Social Network became apparent to me when I began my Japanese Language project. While I had some idea of what I wanted to explore about Japan and an idea of where to start, thanks to Khatzumoto at <a href="http://alljapaneseallthetime.com/blog/">AJATT</a> and Tofugu.com's <a href="http://www.tofugu.com/2010/04/06/tofugu-100-best-japanese-learning-resources/">100 Best Japanese Learning Resources</a>, there were a few obstacles in my way. With a limited budget I had no idea how I was going to find Japanese in print (the Internet is a great resource, but there's something about turning pages- and I just can't whip out my laptop on the bus!). What sort of Japanese culture could I find in Victoria? I also had to meet some Real Japanese People and didn't quite know where to begin. <br />
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Undaunted, I began where I could and started engaging with my project. Along with writing in this blog and posting links on Facebook and Twitter, I would discuss the project in my status updates, with friends, at parties, workshops and the like. <br />
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Suddenly, I was finding Japanese in the most unlikely of places. <br />
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A friend unearthed a box of classic Japanese manga (circa 1994) in his garage and donated it to the cause. A lovely goddess gifted me with two books on Shinto, <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Shinto-Norito-Ann-Llewellyn-Evans/dp/1553691385/ref=pd_sim_b_3">Shinto Norito: A Boook of Prayers</a> in the original Japanese with English translations- and a companion book <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Meaning-Shinto-J-W-T-Mason/dp/1553691393">The Meaning of Shinto</a>, which helped fuel my interest in Japans indigenous spiritual culture in addition to giving me a unique way to practice the language! A member of the Brojo loaned me several DVDs featuring Bujinkan Soke <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Masaaki_Hatsumi">Masaaki Hatsumi</a> instructing martial arts techniques in Japanese. To top it all off, a TESL colleague of mine introduced me to a language resource center for Japanese students here in Victoria- all within a week of me starting the project. <br />
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All of these returns were completely unsolicited and based entirely on putting the idea into the greater consciousness. The more the Project was shared across the various groups I am engaged with, the more 'feedback' I received. Status updates, progress reports and the like ensured that the project remained alive in the collective consciousness.<br />
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Ultimately, my use of the Social Network helped to maximize the number of people aware of the Project, increasing the amount of conscious intention applied and, therefore, enhanced my ability to manifest the tools and situations I've needed to succeed. <br />
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Another person who I've observed using this potential to great effect is Dolan Gadoury from <a href="http://www.quantumtransformation.com/">Quantum Transformation</a> who has been successfully using Facebook and other social media as part of the manifestation strategy for his Human Potential project, among other things.<br />
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The potential for the Social Network to spread and amplify your intentions is endless, so put your dreams and desires out into the conscious space- be it cyberspace or realspace- and harness the Social Network as your Manifestation Station!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-28739108660555954352011-01-06T21:06:00.000-08:002011-01-06T21:15:37.733-08:00Hibernation, amongst Other ThingsFoxes may not hibernate, but I really envy brother Bear these days! The sun starts going to bed early and, apparently, so do I... and while this has contributed to an extremely fallow period for this blog, not even shorter days can stop the inevitable flow of determined progress. Like an <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ice_stream">ice stream</a>, really.<br />
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Thats not to say things been moving at a <i>glacial</i> pace- I spent November gettin' me some learnin' so's that I can be a half ways competent ESL teacher, as well as discovering that I really like teaching (go figure!). <br />
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I also had a wonderful time putting together the <a href="http://jetprogramme.org/">JET Programme's</a> monster of an application which was slipped in just under the deadline, cuz I'm super like that. Now I face the most grueling portion of the JET process: the period of interminable waiting. <br />
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At least I have lots to keep my pretty little paws busy with!<br />
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The Japanese project is coming along swimmingly- I've discovered <a href="http://smart.fm/home">smart.fm</a>, a wonderful learning tool that has Japanese vocabulary packages (among other things) on easy to use flashcards. The site provides the 6000 most common words in Japanese in 200 word blocks, placing each vocab word in a sentence as well as having a built in SRS to keep track of when to study! It takes 10-15 minutes to do a module of 10 new vocab, with times decreasing as I get more familiar with the words on the list. <br />
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The system also provides a nice mix of new words to review- 2/10 are new, until you've run out of words to review. This keeps it fresh, and the learning moving. I have had to run several blocks at a time, however, in order to give myself a continuum of new material. <br />
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I have also been introduced, through the vast and benevolent powers of the interwebs, to <a href="http://www.guidetojapanese.org/learn/grammar">Tae Kim's guide to Japanese Grammar</a> an eldritch tome of Nihongoodness that I should have read months ago. While glory of this guide generally defies description, aside from a comparison to a certain guide for hitch-hikers, it will suffice to say that every time I read through a bit of it I understand Japanese <i>a whole lot more</i>.<br />
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The next step, of course, is to put all this into practice in a real conversation- easier said than done! Fortunately, I have been able to establish some good connections within the ESL community in Victoria and have had no problem finding Japanese people to... well, mostly help them with their English to this point! I'm still shy when trying to speak in Japanese- so conversations this weekend will be a real test! <br />
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I've also got a number of other irons in the fire for the coming year, including some slightly cooler ones to report from the most recent Solstice, so stay tuned! Kitsune-kun has lots of tricks up his sleeves!<br />
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TTFN!<br />
狐くんAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-60368577608978632092010-10-05T04:49:00.000-07:002010-10-05T04:49:43.456-07:00There is my Father, and there is Myself. And in between are the Doors"Yeah we're goin to the Roadhouse, <br />
we're gonna have a reeeeal <br />
Good time!"<br />
<br />
As my father and I sat alone at Skinny's Grille in Hope, the last diners of the night amidst the 1970s throwback decor, I heard the Lizard King singing in my head- loud enough to drown out the multiverse.<br />
<br />
We had just spent the weekend in Penticton attending a Shamanic Practitioner workshop and journeying with the incomparable <a href="http://www.dancingotter.ca/">Dawn Dancing Otter</a>- but the drive home became a Shamanic journey in and of itself. <br />
<br />
I never thought my life would have a Hollywood moment. You know, those scenes where you sit in the theater with a tear in your eye and say "Man, thats cheesy!" ? <br />
<br />
Some things seem just too perfect in Celluloid... <br />
<br />
I watched from the dark outdoors as we made small talk over a mountain of greasy poutine and a couple of nearly-cooked burgers, letting the past slide away in all that was left unsaid. <br />
<br />
I half-expected the moment to be shattered by the Director shouting: "Cut! Its Perfect! Print it!" <br />
<br />
Instead, we ate quietly while the music played on...<br />
<br />
<br />
"You gotta roll, roll, roll,<br />
You gotta thrill my soul, all right!"<br />
<br />
<br />
The Doors' music was an indelible part of my fathers life as a young man. He turned 18 during the fabled "Summer of Love" and, in spite of the fact that the Canadian Prairies are so far removed from the madness of Haight-Ashbury, the spirit of the age left its mark. <br />
<br />
My father, a rather private man, had never really shared that passion with me... But isn't it funny how some things never change? <br />
<br />
Nearly three decades later I found my own road to the spirit of the 60s. My fascination with The Doors and their enigmatic front-man forever altered my path. <br />
It was through Jim, in fact, that I was first introduced to the possibility of Shamanism as a modern practice- a road that has been calling me with growing insistence ever since. <br />
<br />
As a depressed and despondent 21 year old, I spent night after night cocooned in darkness, lost in the melodies and soothed by the words of Jim Morrison, that sonorous psychedelic shaman. <br />
<br />
My father found me that way one evening. "Oh, The Doors! I was a big fan of them when I was your age!"<br />
<br />
"Mmm... they're pretty good," was all I could say in return, terrified of unpacking my heart.<br />
<br />
Amazing that it would take a roadhouse meal to make me realize that I never needed to.<br />
<br />
<br />
"Ashen lady, Ashen lady<br />
Give up your vows, give up your vows<br />
Save our city, save our city<br />
Right now"<br />
<br />
<br />
"I had Orion ask my Spirit Guide whether I would retire by the end of the year. He said 'No, but you'll change the way you work.'<br />
<br />
The conversation from Penticton had, naturally, focused on our experiences at the workshop.<br />
<br />
"I've been looking at scaling it back for a while now. I'll probably work through the end of the year, before I begin phasing it back over the next 12 months." <br />
<br />
He paused. <br />
<br />
"I think the doctors appointment on Thursday will probably be it. They said the fact that its back means that they can only slow it down, not stop it... there's no way I'm going to spend the rest of my life working." <br />
<br />
I barely responded, digesting his words. Though I knew he had been battling prostate cancer for the past several years I wondered how difficult it had been for my father to tell me that his number was coming up. <br />
<br />
It is impossible, still, for me to find the words of gratitude for all that he has done for me, let alone for the opportunity to make amends for my failings as a son.<br />
<br />
Back in the car after dinner, my father asked me if there was any moment in my life that stood out as a turning point. I answered... but not with the truth.<br />
<br />
How could I tell him that we had just lived it together, eating quietly, listening to a song that was not there?<br />
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Not with a thousand lives could I find a more perfect moment to remember- the two of us frozen in time as a song wafts across the ages...<br />
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<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LwfmfMBLZiM&feature=related">"The future's uncertain, and the end is always near"</a>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-71756847883894621122010-09-28T18:12:00.000-07:002010-09-28T18:22:25.899-07:00Softly and Often"The most important thing about brushing your teeth is to make sure you do it softly and often."<br />
<br />
Sitting in the dentists chair, receiving a lecture on oral hygiene, my first thought was "Huh, that kinda sounds like something that <a href="http://www.alljapaneseallthetime.com/blog/">Khatzumoto</a> would say!" Maybe: "Japanese is like your molars and your ignorance is the plaque. Brush your Japanese softly and often to fight that ignorance. Have you brushed your Japanese today?"<br />
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And then there was this other gem: "Flossing once a week, or a couple times a month, isn't going to do anything. But if you take a couple minutes a day and floss, you'll notice a significantly healthier mouth." <br />
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Not only are dentists far less scary than they were in my youth, they seem to have an innate understanding of the effects of steady, consistent progress.<br />
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<b>Softly...</b><br />
Why brush softly? Apparently <i>intensive</i> brushing can damage your mouth and cause your gums to recede. An ominous fate- unless you're an Emo kid with a hardcore vampire fetish...<br />
<br />
How does this apply to learning, do you ask?<br />
<br />
When I first wanted to study Japanese (institution style), which was not offered at my high school, I had to wait until college. I was SUPER stoked to go- I'd been obsessed with Japan since visiting the country in 9th grade. I knew how to count to 10 from karate and a few words from all the anime I watched. I was ready to cut my teeth on some Japanese.<br />
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And first thing we heard in that class was this: "This is an intensive Japanese course. Not only are there 7 hours of class each week, you'll be responsible for at least 20 hrs of homework per week and time in the language lab. And you should probably find a speaking partner for a few hours a week."<br />
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Notice that <i>intensive</i> there?<br />
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Its no secret that I'd never been a seriously dedicated scholar in a 'traditional' setting- But the kind of workload sensei was demanding not only seemed unrealistic for wet behind the ears freshman; it felt like punishment. <br />
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I made it through the first few weeks alright before the work piled up and that ominous kanji mallet came down upon my head. One of the first characters we were responsible for was the horrible composite 電話- でんわ, 'telephone,' which has 26 strokes and is made up of two individual kanji with four distinct components. Not only that, the demand for output was increasing at a rapid pace.<br />
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I'm not sure the exact moment, but know I wrote the task off as impossible.<br />
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By the midterm I was hopelessly behind and my interest (both in the language and the culture) waned through extreme frustration. The final oral exam was one of the most embarrassing moments of my academic career. <br />
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The gums on my Japanese baby teeth had receded from too much hard brushing!<br />
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But that was not the only problem....<br />
<br />
<b>...and Often</b><br />
Everyone knows that brushing often gives you nice things. Like kisses from pretty girls. But if you neglect regular brushing... ever spent a weekend camping and seen how quickly you get grossed out with your OWN mouth? Bad things build up fast- its easy to fall behind!<br />
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One of the major hurdles that held me back in my Japanese odyssey was that I stopped inputting popular Japanese media. This arose from Sensei's insistence that you could only learn 'properly' from academically proscribed material. Proscribed material is BORING, which really killed my motivation to study it. Worse, her assertion that anime and manga were a waste of time for language learning drove me away from the things that had attracted me to the language in the first place. <br />
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Japanese that I found fun and beautiful was laid aside, replaced with dreary textbooks. <br />
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My exposure plummeted. I started avoiding what I liked because it apparently didn't teach what I needed to know. I avoided homework because it was boring. I would halfheartedly study for the quizzes and exams I was dreading- a few hours a week- instead of the frequent doses of 'useless fun' I'd experienced beforehand. My retention sucked, I was getting bogged down with debris from earlier lessons.<br />
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I just didn't brush my Japanese teeth often enough!<br />
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Fast forward to today. I've learned more in 6 weeks of AJATT than I did in 3 months of <i>intensive</i> classes. I'll be halfway through Remembering the Kanji by the end of the week. My vocabulary is growing at a steady rate. My listening and reading comprehension is still slow, but miles ahead of what I had achieved in class. <br />
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Now my learning teeth are clean and sharp. I make sure I brush daily to stay fresh. If it feels like I'm brushing too hard, I ease up and stop trying to force it.<br />
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For now, its time for me to sink these incisors back into some Kanji...<br />
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So until next time remember this: No matter what you want to accomplish, brush it softly and often. Don't hurt yourself for it. Enjoy the soothing bristles. Play fun brushing games. Just make sure you brush!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-27815919394123222102010-09-20T16:39:00.000-07:002010-09-20T17:07:20.468-07:00So, whos a delinquent?That delinquent would be me! Its been two weeks since my last update! Unforgivable! Good thing I'm a forgiving kind of guy!<br />
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Seriously though, I've put off posting behind a wall of excuses- mostly this one: "Gee, I'd like to have my photo and video content done before I keep blogging." This attitude is extremely unproductive, so it stops now. <br />
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Where I HAVEN'T been delinquent, however, is in my studies of Japanese! There is lots to report, so here goes!<br />
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I'm up to 853 kanji (as of this writing) and there are Kanji post-its appearing on various objects around the house. Its taken me approximately 6 weeks to get this far and I seem to have settled into an average input of between 30-50 new characters a day, while reviewing 100-200 more on <a href="http://kanji.koohii.com/">Reviewing the Kanji</a>. The website employs the Spaced Repetition Studying system (SRS), similar to Khatzumoto's <a href="http://www.surusu.com/userhome.php">Surusu</a> that I use for sentences (there are other SRS programs out there too, this is just my setup). SRS is an AMAZING study tool- there is a great description of how effective over at <a href="http://www.alljapaneseallthetime.com/blog/srs-is-the-intellectual-equivalent-of-a-video-games-save-point">AJATT</a>. I wish I'd known about it years ago. The SRS makes study sessions painless and entertaining!<br />
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I've also discovered that Victoria is a GOLDMINE for learning Japanese. There are several ESL schools or Student Centers catering specifically to Japanese in town to learn English. And there are LOTS of Japanese students here learning English! Victoria seems to be a popular destination for the Japanese! So popular, in fact, that some hotel and restaurant job postings appear with "Ability to speak Japanese an asset." <br />
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The language schools and resource centers are an AWESOME way to meet Japanese people without... you know... hiding around the corner with a huge net, or setting live capture traps baited with 茶 (tea) and <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wagashi">和菓子</a> . I even had my first 'language date' last Friday with Akane, a lovely young lady from Hiroshima. My ability to speak/comprehend Japanese is still in the 'epic fail' stage (I was asking for simple query phrases) but she was impressed at my kanji knowledge!<br />
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The University of Victoria also has a ton of resources for learning Japanese. There is even a student club dedicated to Japanese language sharing/cross cultural immersion for exchange students and JSL learners (or just 日本オタク like me). I'll probably go hang out at the Anime club too- get some new shows and instead of hanging around the 洞の狐 (Den for foxes) watching anime, I get to socialize... while watching anime :P.<br />
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On the immersion front, everything is going well. I have a playlist on Youtube of Disney movies dubbed into Japanese, as well as Star Wars: A New Hope and Attack of the Clones. Its like reliving my childhood! In Japanese! <br />
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My mp3 player is also good to go, with the audio for Princess Mononoke and a couple anime episodes loaded up. I need to get in the habit of carrying a music device around again though! I've also begun expanding my collection of Japanese language music- finding 'alternative' stuff is pretty hard- but <a href="http://bandcamp.com/">Bandcamp</a> has been an awesome resource. Not only have I found some pretty good music- with the lyrics online!- I've been able to add some artists to my twitter who post (in Japanese) about other artists and music events in Japan! I'm compiling a list of different Bandcamp links and have it posted in the near future for your listening pleasure!<br />
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I really need to be seeing more written Japanese (I've been dragging my feet on changing over to a Japanese OS) but I've experienced noticeable improvements in my comprehension- mostly thanks to all the Kanji I've learned. <br />
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A final note: The thing I love about this immersion method is the constant feedback on my progress. I don't need a test to tell me where I'm at... I just have "Wow, I understand that!" moments more and more frequently. Each one is like an intellectual cookie... and boy are they delicious!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-63551783820239372002010-09-06T19:33:00.000-07:002010-09-06T19:33:34.294-07:00Walls, and When you Hit ThemI had a frustrating weekend. <br />
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I tossed down my Kanji notebook Friday evening, lost my pencil and sunk back into an anime-flavoured melancholy. Much of it is exasperation over job-hunting (possibly the most dangerous of all Game...), and dealing with a new roommate moving in, but I definitely began to experience 'Kanji-burnout.' It wasn't so much a 'this Kanji cliff is impossibly high... buff this!' moment. I just couldn't muster the creativity to form a story around the elements I was given. Totally dropped out of the kanji flow, as it were. The game stopped being fun.<br />
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The guilt! OH, the guilt! At not learning new stories, or keeping up with my 100+ per day of kanji reviews, or even heading to the dictionary often!<br />
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I'd hit the Great Wall of Japanese Language like Wile E. Coyote hits a cliff face. <br />
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<strike>After I freaked out with my mom on the phone for a while</strike> After a manly conversation with my mother, in which I laid out my frustrations and predicament in a mature manner, she gave me some darn good advice. Get the basics out of the way. Do what you can to alleviate the unnecessary stress ("Well, keep applying for jobs. And maybe you want to get your apartment clean"). So I did. I put on an anime (Kenichi, the Worlds Greatest Disciple) for immersion and did my chores. <br />
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And in amongst taking care of normal life, I discovered something:<br />
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The weekend wasn't a total disaster. Japanese was still fun. The 'wall' was really a nice low retaining wall. Easy to mount, something to play with- a reminder to not let Japanese become 'homework'!<br />
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I did a few reviews Saturday, maybe a couple on Sunday. I twiddled around on <a href="http://www.livemocha.com/learn/Japanese/l:414/e:2590#1">Live Mocha</a>- got an account set up and started a course. Had a large (see: constant) amount of audio input- except when I went to do my laundry (mp3 player troubles). <br />
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I re-organized my SRS to enter sentences rather than vocab and entered a sentence- 私は背が高いです。 (I am tall- more lit "My Stature is Tall"). I started playing a "Spot the Kanji" game in whatever I was watching to see how many I could get before the scene changed. My reading of hiragana and katakana is getting better and I've started 'reading' Japanese websites with small successes. <br />
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I also made contacts with one of the Japanese student centers in town, who asked me to come back (heck yah! Tomorrow, after the holiday weekend).<br />
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I may have taken a halting stutter-step with Heisig this weekend, but the rest of my progress has been steady. Do I have some catching up to do with Heisig? You betcha- but I'll be back on course by the end of the evening. Making up the stories is fun again.<br />
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The wall is behind me. <br />
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So when you hit a wall what do you do?<br />
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Well, you get over it bub. Jump, climb, fly, back freakin' handspring, I don't care. You just shake the ringing out of your ears and get your ass over that damn wall! You'll feel better for it. Really you will.<br />
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There's a fun slide at the end!<br />
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Trust me.... I'm cute.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-35956069136222709522010-08-31T14:16:00.000-07:002010-08-31T23:50:04.897-07:00New Product Spotlight: HempShield Wood FinishMy friend Brandi brought this awesome <a href="http://www.hempshield.net/">new wood finish</a> back from the Seattle Hempfest. I wish I had some of this while I was finishing my parents woodshed this summer... <br />
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This is a perfect example of how hemp products, particularly a <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hemp_oil">hemp oil</a> product in this case, can be an environmentally sustainable and friendlier alternative to the petroleum industry. Wikipedia don't lie... hemp oil is damn useful stuff, if you haven't looked at it before. Refined hemp seed oil was even used in the <i>first diesel engines</i> as the primary fuel source. <br />
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If that doesn't sound like some stiff competition for certain industries, it was this usefulness that had the plant made illegal in the first place (Looking at you Big Oil!). They were also behind prohibiting the production of ethanol during alcohol prohibition. Go figure. <br />
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HempShield is not only a great hemp product, its a direct replacement in an industry where petroleum based products practically have a stranglehold. <br />
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Best of all, HempShield is competitively priced! Brandi paid 25$ (USD) for a gallon at Hempfest- compare with Thompson Wood Protector at Home Hardware (25.99$ CAN/gal before tax) this is a great deal. <br />
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So if you want to be an environmentally conscious consumer, and give the petroleum industry a 'market-share kick in the ass,' look out for products like HempShield to give that dollar some more impact!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-29884873925303723442010-08-27T02:07:00.000-07:002010-08-27T02:07:58.493-07:00Mission UpdateIts been a little while since I've mentioned my main goals- specifically Japanese immersion and learning taijitsu. <br />
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Quite frankly, I had a bad week. Transitioning back to Victoria wasn't perfect, but I'm back on track with the Japanese! I got caught up on my kanji and I've got myself up to 352! I don't think I'll manage 50 every day, but sometimes I just get on a roll. The stories are fun to make up and mnemonic memory tricks are fun to learn and play with. I'm just imagining what the world would look like if everyone knew how to learn like this... <br />
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I've been pretty good about my immersion environment the whole time, though I'm still waiting for an mp3 player (should be soon). But its constant when I'm at home, which is alot, and its quite the novelty to feel the language slowing down. This requires a bit of focus, but once I have a word in my memory and recognize it in use, I'll "hear" it even when my attention isn't focused. Very neat phenomenon.<br />
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As far as taijitsu goes, I got to one class here in Vic before I decided to take some time off training and let my shoulder rest- I'm nursing a sprain. I've been pretty good about keeping my fitness up though, and practicing the techniques that I know.<br />
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Anyhow, I'm up late *again* so I'm going to hit the hay. I'll have more thoughts on learning Japanese later... some interesting revelations!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-22929547351313171562010-08-26T17:03:00.000-07:002010-08-26T17:12:21.640-07:00Alone in a Life Worth Living<a href="http://www.slate.com/id/2264478">This article</a> came across my Facebook feed today. Not only does it remind me of my friend Tiger, who wants to run away into the rainforest to live sustainably, reading the story brought tears to my eyes.<br />
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In particular this part: "Some of the markings he makes on trees have suggested to indigenous experts that he maintains a spiritual life, which they've speculated might help him survive the psychological toil of being, to a certain extent, the last man standing in a world of one."<br />
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Now, forgiving those "experts" whose ethnocentric bias leads them to 'speculate' on the behaviour of another human being, the spiritual life of the remaining indigenous peoples is one of the few things standing between the human race and disaster. The fact that he still honors the spirits of his natural environment, strives to live in concert with them and protect them, is testament to the strength of an individual connected to a web of understanding larger than that of the one that exists merely between human beings.<br />
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I am very grateful they have taken steps to protect him and I hope we all hear his story and honor his struggle- which is why I am sharing it here. My heart goes out to the man, against all odds, holds out against the machine of the world pressing down upon him alone. <br />
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Peace and Love brother!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-78404778582012400922010-08-26T05:19:00.000-07:002010-08-26T16:34:58.746-07:00Of Greatness and the Great OneThis post was motivated by an argument my father and I had last night about the relative abilities of people to do certain jobs. He claimed that individuals have a particular aptitude for a certain skill, or set of skills, and that for reasons of biology- literally what you're born with- you are more apt to succeed at one thing than another. I disagree, arguing that with enough hard work and practice any individual can master any given skill. Real Science, it seems, is in my corner.<br />
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And, happily, it was also the topic of the most recent <a href="http://www.alljapaneseallthetime.com/blog/book-review-talent-is-overrated-a-great-book-about-becoming-great">book review</a> from Khatzumoto! The title? "Talent is Overrated" by <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Geoff_Colvin">Geoff Colvin.</a> Hmm, provocative! <br />
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What he basically says is this:<br />
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ANYONE can become a virtuoso at ANYTHING- assuming a biologically normal physiology and psychology. It just takes diligent, deliberate practice. More evidence? The study that Colvin draws from is <a href="http://www.coachingmanagement.nl/The%20Making%20of%20an%20Expert.pdf">right here</a>. <br />
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Hooray for free information!<br />
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Both being hockey fans, the example we argued over is the most dominant figure in modern professional sport: Wayne Gretzky. Dude is pretty amazing. 44 League records, all-time points leader by nearly 100% over his nearest rival and the only player to score more than 200 points in a season (4 times!). Even more amazing, Wayne was playing with 10 year olds at the age of 6, and managing to compete!<br />
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How is this possible you ask? Just read the wiki... During the winter Wayne was skating and practicing PROFESSIONAL LEVEL DRILLS with his father from the time he was a little over 2 years old. <br />
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From Wayne's autobiography: "All I wanted to do in the winters was be on the ice. I'd get up in the morning, skate from 7:00 to 8:30, go to school, come home at 3:30, stay on the ice until my mom insisted I come in for dinner, eat in my skates, then go back out until 9:00. On Saturdays and Sundays we'd have huge games, but nighttime became my time. It was a sort of unwritten rule around the neighbourhood that I was to be out there myself or with my dad."<br />
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Now, check me if I'm wrong, but that's more than 8 hours a day on a SCHOOL day, not including weekends. By the time Wayne was 10 years old, he had EASILY banked 10,000+ hours on the hockey rink. Practicing skills that were not only above his level, but above the level of MOST of the hockey world at the time. This isn't counting possible cross-training from summer sports, particularly lacrosse and baseball. I wonder if he played street hockey at all during the summer...<br />
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By the time Gretz hit the NHL... Sorry, the WHA first... the league was going through a major flux. The expansion in the 70s had seriously diluted the talent pool of the sport, created avenues for brutal teams like Philadelphia's 'Broad Street Bullies' to force their way through to a championship on intimidation alone. It is this world that Gretzky entered- when he was an 18 year old rookie he had probably put in more icetime than more than 75% of the league. And Gretzky's numbers reflect it. He WAS that much better than everyone on the ice. <br />
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But not because of a natural aptitude for the game that others can't acquire. He put in many long hours of diligent practice, doing things he couldn't do. Then we was gifted with the EASIEST POSSIBLE CONDITIONS under which to perform. If you examine the later stages of his career, once butterfly goaltending catches on, after the league decreased the space behind the net (SPECIFICALLY to deal with the advantage Gretzky had there- its colloquially known as the 'Gretzky Rule'), when the game gets bigger and faster, the other players average talent higher, the advantage diminishes to more human standards. I can definitely see Sidney Crosby, for example, reaching 130 points (The Great One's total for 93-94). Even in the 'new' NHL.<br />
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Will the Great One's Records stand forever? Most of them. But that's like asking if baseball stats from 1898 should apply to determining "The Greatest Players of All Time." Its impossible to say. The game is too different. Quite simply, Gretz grew up before the game did. He invented a new way to play the game of hockey, not merely because he was a genius, but because he had mastered the game so early- through diligent practice- that all that was left was to build on what had been given to him.<br />
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And he had a puckload of fun while he was at it.<br />
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The last argument my father presented was, all else being equal physically and skillfully, it was aptitude- some particular spark of SOMETHING- that gave these men the ability to surpass all others. And to this I will agree. <br />
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They are the ones who, after 82 regular season games and four grueling playoff rounds, can skate onto the ice for the seventh game of the Stanley Cup Final and feel like a kid on the pond. The one who can forget the pain, the hatred, the pressure and bring the fun back to the game.<br />
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Hockey is a game. Fun is the X-factor. <br />
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You don't have fun by winning, you win by having fun.<br />
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Anything you want to do should have the same X-Factor. If its not fun, you'll never motivate yourself enough to diligently practice, to expand your skills.<br />
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So there you are Dad. You CAN master any skill you want, so long as you have enough fun at it to practice diligently! We're not born, we're made!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-21851800913539357032010-08-20T01:52:00.000-07:002010-08-20T01:52:58.088-07:00Moments that Change my WorldI said I was going to bed, which I was preparing to do, when my friend Becky messaged me on Facebook.<br />
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"I just wanted to say thankyou," she said.<br />
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"You're welcome!" I replied, a little bewildered. "Thank you for what?"<br />
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"I dont no if you realize this, but you offered me a haven. I'm where Im at now because of the friendship you offered. :)You rock."<br />
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For those of you who haven't had a chance to experience the Foxx Den, I will often open my home to youth in a tight spot. <br />
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Has this brought me trouble? Occasionally. But no one has ever stolen from me, or brought lawless intent into my space. <br />
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Has my hospitality been abused? Occasionally. But no one has been ungrateful, or ungracious when asked to leave.<br />
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Has it been draining on me? Occasionally. But I've always gained more than I've lost. Their lessons and perspectives are invaluable.<br />
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Not on one occasion have I regretted the decision to save someone from a night on the street. And its moments like this that perspective falls into place and the world becomes impossibly simple. A full meal and a safe bed will change a life faster than gold or lead.<br />
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To assuage the fear that lies at the heart of hopelessness, if just for a moment, is to give the world a glimmer of hope; maybe one day, if the world gets enough help, the waves of fear will roll back from all of us.<br />
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Until then, if I can ensure that one more person can wake up to a hopeful dawn, a thank you is more than enough reward. It gives to me as much as I ever offered them. <br />
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For that gift, to know that another life will forever be better through my actions, I offer my heartfelt thanks.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-36993974068725697332010-08-20T00:55:00.000-07:002010-08-20T00:55:57.924-07:00Fear and Love and Kanji<b>The Fear</b><br />
Its been a chaotic week. The travel day and readjustment to the magical world have been both enlightening and frustrating. I've been accomplishing things, yet at the same time feeling that time has been slipping by too fast! <br />
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I felt myself getting strangled by old fears and habits- avoiding the things I both need and want to do by being too worried about the possibility of failure. I've even missed taijitsu practice for most of the week (well, one day the group missed me...). I'm told Mercury is in retrograde... which makes sense because its playing havoc with flow in communications. The ones I expect to have are either not there, short or very unclear and the most wonderful, spontaneous encounters are bringing in so much abundance. <br />
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My biggest lesson this week? Face up to those fears and the multiverse delivers in amazing ways! With that in mind, I would like to share one of my prayers with you- not one of my own making, but from a world not unlike our own and a story like nothing else. This is the Bene Gesserit Litany against Fear, from <b>Dune</b> by Frank Herbert:<br />
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"<i>I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.</i>"<br />
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<b>The Love</b><br />
And what better way to face your fears than with the help of your friends?! The wonderful love and support that I feel from the community in this land is amazing and things just start to fall into place when I engage with them. I am so grateful for Matthieu's boundless energy and enthusiasm, as well as his wonderful ability to facilitate an evening of expression and personal exploration- it is truly inspirational and I need to give him a special thanks for helping keep me on track! <br />
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I could go on for several posts with stories of all the love I've received since getting home- Creature the pirate, who inspired another comic strip and always lightens the mood; Kyla, faerie goddess, who reminded me that play and love can be found everywhere, so long as we live authentically; the lovely babes at the beach (Ally Cat and Jillian!)... because relaxing isn't relaxing without smart, beautiful women; and all the rest of the Wild Things that have crept into my life... thank you for your love and I LOVE YOU ALL!<br />
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and last... but not at all least..<br />
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<b>The Kanji</b><br />
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Is going well! I'm up to 276, which is a little under the pace I would have liked, but I'm keeping up on my daily reviews and the whole system is getting easier as I get more familiar with it. The infatuation with it seems to have stuck... I was drawing kanji in the sand at the beach yesterday, both to practice and to amuse myself. Its WAY more fun than writing in English! Immersion has been good, not great (I still need an mp3 player and more portable text material) but I'm getting at least 8 hrs of exposure a day! I'm weakest still in the reading and writing- I haven't applied myself at all to the katakana, for example, and I'm still slow with translating what I hear into the right symbols, but I've been at it less than a month. I'm sure I'll be OK! <br />
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Anyhow, its time for Foxxy to sleep- I have a big day tomorrow! Meeting cousin James in the morning, other adventures throughout the day! Stat tuned for more magic!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-19886275757479357112010-08-12T22:48:00.000-07:002010-08-12T23:12:28.255-07:00Another day...。。。Another Kanji update! I'm nearing 150 characters learned, and getting into my reviews. The more I learn, the more I fall in love with this fascinating language. The character for 'Eternity'(永) Is a minor varation on the character for the element 'Water' (水)。 If thats not A Zen-like connection,I don't know what is.<br /><br />In other news... I trained with the Nami Yama dojo yesterday which was a blast! Got dirty learning some ground techniques! Really dirty (Good thing we wear black)! Mike is a great instructor and it was neat to explore the wider bujinkan community。。。 Definitely looking forward to more!<br /><br />I also shot the footage for a new video! Should be up soon, just needs a bit of editing... Stay tuned!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-60309378528223245062010-08-10T23:51:00.000-07:002010-08-11T01:16:51.918-07:00Distractions...Well, if I'm going to be distracted by anything... its a good thing that its Japanese! I know I've missed out on doing tarot readings for the last few days- replaced primarily with more Kanji. <br /><br />Funny thing is, they use a similar skill set. Each card is like a primitive kanji character, with its own story. And adding those characters together creates more complex stories with various meanings, depending on how the original primitives are arranged and modified.<br /><br />Its damn fascinating. And alot of fun, once you get past the shock of "I'm going to be able to read this jibberish?!" that you get when first looking at kanji script. I'm not saying I can read it yet, not even close, but I'm not scared of it any more. Kanji makes sense- like tarot makes sense. The more I see primitives and use them in different combinations, the easier it becomes to both understand and manipulate. New subtleties in meaning are revealed, both of the primitives and the kanji they make up.<br /><br />So it goes that each card of the tarot has an unique 'story' that helps trigger our intuition' we tell a similar intuitive story for each individual Kanji- both primitive elements and more complex versions. Primitive elements would be the single 'cards' and the complex kanji 'spreads' of multiple cards. Depending on where in the figure each element appears defines its meaning, and modifies the other elements around it.<br /><br />The Kanji is an intuitive written language (so much more than a mere 'alphabet'). A meditative language, if you will. Brought to you by the fine people who came up with stuff like the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Japanese_rock_garden#The_Karesansui_garden_in_Ry.C5.8Dan-ji_Temple">rock gardens</a>. Buddhists. Its just their style to create a writing system that is a meditation in and of itself. The kanji builds on itself and, in doing so, can activate the creative memory if followed in a logical order. The value of this in a cultural context cannot be understated. Within the kanji is contained both a philosophy and history that is lost in the verbal portion of the language.<br /><br />The Japanese spoken language SOUNDS beautiful. But the WRITTEN language is beautiful, esoteric, genius. I'm enjoying delving into it.<br /><br />As far as other progress goes, some new things to report! I've started my own 'dictionary' of words and phrases and I'm entering them into Surusu. I'm using the SRS system at <a href="http://kanji.koohii.com/study/kanji/64">Reviewing the Kanji</a> for my kanji- its streamlined, and I like getting other input for the stories. Heisig may be brilliant, but he is a little ethnocentric at times! <br /><br />In raw numbers, I'm up to Kanji #80 after 3 days- this makes Foxx happy!<br /><br />I've also found some awesome resources! Apparently Disney is OK with Japanese dubs of its movies being up on Youtube... I'm geeking out to "The Little Mermaid" right now... Hey! It was on at my 5th birthday party... shut up...<br /><br />I also found a local (Vancouver) Japanese <a href="http://www.v-shinpo.com/">newspaper</a>! I hope they cover the Canucks...<br /><br />OK, Have to sleep. Shooting video tomorrow morning. Put down the pencil Foxxy, and step away....Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7357699325856916362.post-16780496590941226822010-08-09T22:25:00.000-07:002010-08-09T22:40:52.513-07:00Back in paradise...Greetings from my spot on the <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salish_Sea">Salish Sea</a>! The travel day threw off my schedule a little- I have a few articles to write- but I got lots of studying done on the trip over! Had a great day moving rocks (sekkai) with the dog (inu), looking up words and listening to a variety of J-music. Now its back with the anime and kanji! <br /><br />At least its still fun :P!<br /><br />Hopefully have a some new videos and definitely a tarot reading and update tomorrow!<br /><br />Foxx- back to the Kanji!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12084486362455486727noreply@blogger.com0